30 July 2008

If he wanna do it this way, go ahead.
If he dare come over and say he doesn't like it,
I'll fuck him up and say I don't like it either.
But if that's the way you deal with things,
I shall do the same to you.

He wants power, he wants respect.
If he dare come over and say we show no respect to him,
I'll fuck him off and say we're not getting any either.
Do unto others as they have done unto you.
NMCHKNNCCB.

I'm not here to please your schedule.
If you have a fucking timeline to meet, please said so,
EARLIER!
By saying 'ASAP' wouldn't help 1 fucking inch.
I have my own timeline to prioritize too, blind cow!
Stop being a sore loser, you kiasu moron son of a hyena.

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I AM SO PISSED!!
Email larr.. email lar.. email all you want.
Your mother dunno give you the mouth for what.

Brief also dunno how to brief.
Small matter treat it as big matter.
Big matter treat it as small matter.
Tak tau lu mya brain holding apa.

MORE THAN 10 YEARS of EXPERIENCE in the INTERACTIVE INDUSTY -wor!

*Chiuu*
You ain't that bad compared to..
Wednesday, July 30, 2008

You ain't that bad compared to..

27 July 2008

Difficult isn't it?

Problems with family, problems with friends, problems with work, problems with colleagues, problems with bosses, problems with money, problems and problems and problems and MORE problems.

P-R-O-B-L-E-M-S - is that how you spell it? Shitterz, its one of those weird moments when you find a particular word you frequently used, now looks funny.

Pee Are Oh Bee Elle Ee Am Ass

Okay, I think its right.

ANYWAY, let's not steer away too far now, so yeah, back to problems. New problems are stacking up to the already-there unresolved ones. Its panic time! Its Red Alert! Achtung! I don't know how much longer can I bear with all these before I lose my sanity. Boy... why must everything come at one shot? Phewww... *tired*

I have enough shit with my day job. I'm tired with Mom who has been acting weird these days. And now, another stinky bad news on the way.



Can someone just shoot me in the head?


I'm not being pessimistic, but then again, I'm not an optimist either. How to deal with all the problems? Step by step -lor hor? One after another -lor... hor?

Sigh - I wonder what's for dinner tonight..
Moth's BSOD
Sunday, July 27, 2008

Moth's BSOD

26 July 2008

Pay Day! Yup, company pay me, I pay my bills.

The month's effort at work goes on to pay for the phone bill, credit cards, insurance, car loan, petrol, parking fees, and even touch n go. What's left is just enough for good food for the rest of the month (good food usually means jap food .... XD yah I like japs) - I am so willing to spend for food. ANYTIME!

Speaking of food, .. I SO DAMN miss the following-lar:
  • Pasta Zanmai, 1U - Hamburg with Demiglace sauce
  • Umai Ya, Damansar Utama - Tori Katsu don
  • La Gourmet, The Curve - Smoked Duck pasta
  • Nagomi, Jaya 33 - Shabu Shabu
  • Jushi, Plaza Damas - Soft Shell Crab maki
  • Mix Cafe, Phileo Damansara - Soto Ayam
  • Ah Sang BKT, Sungei Way - Bak Kut Teh
  • Korea House, Sri Hartamas - Korean BBQ and Kimchi
  • Food Foundry, Section 17 - Mille Crepe
  • Chef & Brew, Bukit Damansara - Dory fish fillet
HOW >.< ?
Gimme, Gimme, Gimme..
Saturday, July 26, 2008

Gimme, Gimme, Gimme..

23 July 2008

Moth a lil' note:

EeekSs... everyone's boarding the plane! And I'm still at the immigration office doing my visa permit! Sei MOuuu!?

*I am getting my boarding pass pretty soon ;)

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Moth a lil' reminder:

3 minutes can change a lot of things!

3 minutes before, you can have heaps of friends.
3 minutes later, you can be pretty lonely :|
I had NZN's Boysenberry
Wednesday, July 23, 2008

I had NZN's Boysenberry

18 July 2008

I received a call from Og*lvy lately. Apparently, they are in the midst of 'cleaning up' their database and got my contact from my resume which I sent in, on 2005. Took them awhile to retrieve the mails *hoo-boy*.

They were asking me if I know anyone who's interested in a job. I laughed, and said.. " Yeah, I do know a couple... and ....ya, including myself harr harr harr"

She went, "OH? really? Hmmm.. *laugh laugh laugh*, your company and ours, we're under the same umbrella, so its not nice that I poach you in *laugh laugh laugh* (pause) ... Tell you what - I'll pass you my email and maybe you would want to send your resume in or ask your friends who are looking for a job to send theirs in as well?"

"GREAT!" I replied enthusiastically as though I would send mine in as soon as I hang up the phone.

- Of course I didn't!

I just felt its really funny - to have someone calling me up at this point of time when I AM really hoping to look for another job. Haha. Purely coincident? OR , is it a SPY from my current company wanting to know my next step? (since I have yet to sign the bloody confirmation letter till now) OR is it an opportunity? OR is someone up there trying to play a joke on me?

What a funny timing.
At the Right Moment
Friday, July 18, 2008

At the Right Moment

17 July 2008




"When you work with Cows"
(2008)

Lead Actor: Autumn Moth
Cameraman: Gracias
Director: BuBu

Duration: 7 seconds
Nominated for: Best Use of Adb Illustrator
( Toggling layer on/off ) *hmPhh!* big Deal...

Hemoptysis (Coughing up Blood)
Thursday, July 17, 2008

Hemoptysis (Coughing up Blood)

15 July 2008

Yes, I love Billy Vaughn and his music.

When we were little, we used to sleep over at our parent's bedroom. We would create a little corner of our own (somewhat like a sleeping tent with some extra bedsheets and blankets) just right next to our parent's bed. My mom would put on Billy Vaughn's cassette and put us all to sleep. The songs are beautiful. Its the very first instrumental music that I truly enjoyed. Songs that I would remember at the back of my head. And if you are into oldies and instrumental music like I do, I hope you'd like Billy Vaughn too.

A few years back while cleaning up the room, we found the old cassette tape. But we have to throw it away because it was badly exposed to dirt and dust.. but guess what?

I recently downloaded the tracks online and, Billy Vaughn's here sitting on my iTunes now and playing at my house again!! Hahaa! AM I GLAD! :D

I love the Internet. I love Billy Vaughn.

Hope you'll like this too:
Billy Vaughn - Look For A Star
I love Billy Vaughn
Tuesday, July 15, 2008

I love Billy Vaughn

14 July 2008

一公升的眼淚 (2004)


無聊的下午﹐看著電視。。
我突然被這部電影給吸引住了。

我很喜歡這故事的內容。
我很想知道故事的發展如何。
我很想知道﹐我會從這部電影裡領悟到些甚麼。

是生命裡的無力感?
是生命裡的充實感?
是生命的悲歡離合?

看著看著﹐ 我不自覺的哭了起來。。
哭得亂七八糟的。
故事裡的亞也 - 很開朗﹐ 很勇敢﹐很樂觀﹐ 對生命抱著希望永不放棄的態度感動了所有的人。

她的故事感動了我。


ありがとう 木藤亞也 さん。
謝謝妳與我們分享了您的人生。。

安らかに眠れ。
1リットルの涙
Monday, July 14, 2008

1リットルの涙

12 July 2008

Its a working Saturday! I AM ALL ALONE IN THE OFFICE! I AM RUSHING MY ASS OFF FOR A MONDAY DEADLINE!! GrrrRrrr!!! &*@)$!@)#&)@#!!!!
(What to do? all thanks to the great coordination and marvelous timeline that fellow noBrainers came up with. How many days to come up with visuals for 2 sites you ask? The answer is : ZERO WORKING DAYS - yeahh.. ZERO WORKING days! goddamnit)

Anyway, that's not exactly what I wanted to post. *AHem..

To make it short: I did something stupid today - I was in my LOUSIEST, WORST ever condition (bad hair day, sleazy, everything tarak style.... you get the drift) and I said 'OK' to meeting up a chat friend of mine (yeah the same one who smsed me few days ago) over dinner. *hiao* *giggles*

... SUPER wrong move.

I felt miserable.

He was in his gorgeous self. Looks better than his photo. AND I FELT LIKE 'TELAN'-ING HIM STRAIGHTAWAY

AND me? OHmyGawd.. I felt so 'out of place'. Confident level drop until mother also cannot recognise. And worst of all, there isn't alot of interaction during the dinner. We were like forcing out topics to say to make up conversations - so very awkward LOR~~ (I felt like knocking my head on the wall x1000)

STUPIAK!!
STUPIAK!!
STUPIAK!!
FAT HAO lor.. Dai Sei!
Saturday, July 12, 2008

FAT HAO lor.. Dai Sei!

11 July 2008

I received my confirmation letter today.
Supposed to sign it and return the copy to HR.

I dare not sign it.

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A : What do you want in the website ?
B : I want X.
A : What exactly do you want to write about X?
B : (can't answer)
C : (look puzzled)
A : For instance, do you want to talk about ABC of X?
B : (no response)
C : (no response)
A : .... or DEF of X?
B : Wait, let me check with copywriter.
A : *pissed*

I don't understand B and C. Its not their first day in the web industry. Why are they not able to answer this kind of simple question? AND... check with copywriter? WTF?

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So, yeah.. I don't dare sign the confirmation letter.

Any advice?
Confirmed Staff.. am I ?
Friday, July 11, 2008

Confirmed Staff.. am I ?

Moth a little frustration:

Why... ~?

He finally smsed me out..

... BUT I'm stucked in a compulsory karaoke session with my bosses...

wHyy~

I hate it when this happens.
Timing Salah..
Friday, July 11, 2008

Timing Salah..

04 July 2008

Performance Review Day!
"Went well. Everything was excellent. I did such a good job. I got promoted, with an increment! Yay! I am so happy!!" <-- The ideal scenario.

Performance Review Day! (The actual story)
Not good. I brought up alot of issues to my bosses. I don't like the replies I'm getting. I felt bad for my designers, I felt bad for the team .. to have leaders like 'them'. I said alot of things that I shudda kept to myself, but I felt it is necessary for me to bring it up, so I did it. The outcome? Predictable. Bad as hell. A bunch of crappy feedback as usual. And it reflected very badly on my immediate superior. Let's just say, I don't have much choice. He wasn't too pleased about the review. I knew it. But what can I do?

... and no, NO promotion, NO increment :P

Ex-colleagues sekalian,
You would probably ask me now, which is worse? This or my ex-company? I tell you - its the same, no more, no less. KIAMSIAP-ness still apply to those who hold an upper management position level a.k.a. BOSS

LMAO~~
4 months now..
Friday, July 04, 2008

4 months now..