30 March 2009

This is a very bad day at work. And as I blog about it this very moment, I'm feeling extremely frustrated.








.. fuck I don't even know where to start.
Forget it.

( urrggh! )
Mood Level -100%
Monday, March 30, 2009

Mood Level -100%

21 March 2009

Close friends of mine will know I don't keep in touch with my exes. I may 'still' have their numbers on my mobile, but that's about it. Are we still friends?.. hMmm.. I guess it depends - some yes, some no. But even if I still treat them as friends (or vice versa), chances are I wouldn't meet up with them either.

I saw E at the gym today. He was attending the body jam class - still doing great :) I never really want a direct eye contact with him. So whenever I walked past the body jam class, I'd try to look elsewhere, pretending not seeing him *come to think of it now, it is rather silly.. yeah*

I remember the class started at 3.30pm - which means it'll end at 4.30pm. I wouldn't want to bump into E at the locker room, where there's no escape and obviously 'pretending not seeing him' WILL NOT work anymore. It's not like I am escaping from him - I just wanna avoid that awkward-cum-embarassing moment (if any) - but of course if all fails, die die just say a 'Hi' or 'Hello' lorr (won't die gehhhh). So, I wrap things up about 4.10pm, thinking if I'm quick enough (quick shower and change), I can make it (as in, not bumping into him).

I was f*cking wrong (BAD BAD math equations.. yeah I can't count). Just when I was about to go get changed, he stood riggght in front of me... He stared at me for a good 1.5 seconds and then goes "Hey! I haven't seen you for a while now!"

..... sigh ..... this calls for PLAN B.

I replied, "Yah, I know. Almost a year now! I skipped gym you see *haar *haar *haar" :S

Then he started asking me if I still stay at the same place, still works in KL, how's life recently and then -stopped- .. Yah.. the conversation ended just like that. Not even a 'good bye/catch you later'. He just walked off to shower and it sorta WOW-ed me a lil'

I'm not least pissed. I'm just surprised, after 14 months not seeing him, our conversation lasted only 2 minutes with an odd 'open ending'. But then again, he has always been like that. He initiates something, and doesn't end it the proper way - just as our used-to-be relationship *eyes rolling up* See? This is why I don't want any contacts with my exes. Sure feels strange!
I laughed .. so fake.
Saturday, March 21, 2009

I laughed .. so fake.

20 March 2009

After the Scary scary aunty case, now comes the irritating Uncle case. I think I might be the problem afterall...

Was on my monthly medical checkup (yah again) and as usual, I'd sit at a corner waiting for my number. Then comes an uncle, looked at me, smiled.. and before I knew it, he was already sitting next to me.

Uncle: Alot of people -horr?
Moth: Yeah..
Uncle: Here to see doctor -ah?
Moth: Ah.. (duh)

(and his questions goes on and on)

Doing blood test as well -ah?
What will happen if you don't do the checkup -ah?
You working or studying -ah?
Working as?
Where do you stay -ah?
Alone or with family -ah?

I answered the first few questions, then gets very irritated. And I completely ignored him after awhile (but he did not gave up asking -.-"). AND THEN THE CUNNING OLD FOX SLOWLY REVEAL HIS ULTIMATE INTENTION....

Uncle: You read Chinese or English -ah?
Moth: Doesn't matter.. anything.
Uncle: Let me show you something (took out a booklet from his bag)
Moth: (Took the booklet. Read the title -"xxxx xxxx xx Christianity xxx") *SIGH!*
Uncle: What's your religion -ah?
Moth: I'm a Buddhist

AND THEN.. he goes on and on and on and on about Buddhism is about believing in fate, Christianity is about this that blah blah blah, we should believe in God blah blah blah, we have cell groups here and there yada yada yada, feel free to join us blah blah blah, you should practice this and that blah blah blah blah blah blah - you get the drift. *takes a deep breath!*

SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY. No offence but.. Is this neccessary? at all? in the hospital?!?! You have your believes. I have mine. Stop asking me to switch! This is no direct marketing. Thanks but no thanks. And i don't even know you uncle! Grr!!

What did I do in the end? I just ignore him, return the booklet and tell him I'm not interested sorry. I would've wanted to stuff his mouth with something nasty, but I did not, for I believe in karma.. lol :P *sigh.. *
Unker! Hou sam lor....
Friday, March 20, 2009

Unker! Hou sam lor....

YES! YES! YESSSSS! We won the PITCH! I won Mr. Childish King. Serves him right! Hmph! Treat me transparent nalaa! transparent nalaa! Bwahahahha. YAY! We got the project!! Na na na na na!

The next time I bumped into Mr. Childish King, remind me to say, "Hey how are you? Oh yaa.. I'm so sorry, I grabbed the project from you. By the way, the client said if we did it well this round, there's more to come.. for us. So you better look for another multi-billion client to sustain your department ler -worr. Literally - Haii~ we're so busy, all thanks to you."

Muahahahah I know I know.. that's so 'bitchy'. I felt like slapping myself too. But don't get me wrong. I may be proud and overly joyous with the result but I am still the very humble me when it comes to things like this.... well, maybe except in front of Mr. Childish King.

Hmph!

- from the even more childish, Childish Moth :PppPPppPpp so sue me!
Oh No! More work!!
Friday, March 20, 2009

Oh No! More work!!

18 March 2009

Moth a lil' random note:
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Dear fellow readers: Please remind me not to take on any freelance job from ex-employers who did not assigned a proper Project Manager/Account Servicing team to handle the client because it sucks. I sudah 'naik kereta'... a supposedly 1-week project is now on its 3rd week and the client is STILL changing the mocks. and the supposedly 2 revisions allowed is now on its Round 7 of changes.

And the worst part is.. The job is only 3k. How not worth it.

Not complaining. Better 3k than nothing. Just need to vent out the frustration.... *breathe in.... breathe out....(thank goodness I learnt yoga before)
Learning the art of patience
Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Learning the art of patience

14 March 2009

A great dinner with BuBu, RLee and Nicolensm AND a great gathering with the crazy bunch (ex-colleagues from Kelabu Serata Dunia) at Guiness St. Patrick's event (organised by Kelabu Serata Dunia) instantly become a great turn off when the crazy bunchs' boss decides to kick in and pulled his staffs, my friends away.

GREAT!


To the Childish King (a.k.a. 3 Meals - for those who know) :

I don't remember seeing or reading any rules in the (Kelabu Serata Dunia) handbook which says current employee is not permitted/allowed to have any direct contact with old employees (those who resigned) - so why is this happening? Are we virus or something? We won't and don't contaminate / brain wash YOUR staffs. C'mon, like we can 'influence' them THAT easily-lar?

Like you always said, they're adults laa - they do what they want. What's the point of restricting them making contacts with YOUR OWN old bunch of employees? We may be competitors now, but heck,.. like I would use them for my own benefits like that laaa. It's not like I would go about asking them what's their strategy in the pitch, how much you guys are quoting the client etc. I WON'T DIG NEWS LIKE THAT. We're Professionals LOR... goddamnit.

And all we did was just sit down, talk, joke, laugh and have beers. Tsk.. You annoyed me so much. You annoyed me when I work for you. You annoyed me even more after I resigned.

And for this, I'm not gonna let you win the pitch! This calls for a WAR! Don't you even think about getting close to that (near) 100 grand project! I'm not gonna let you take it away! I rather win the pitch, work day and night, restless as a zombie, work until d*e also I won't let you win it!! You slowly wait and see. $@&*)#(*!&_#&!!

FIRE IN THE HOLE!
by the 2 names (^o^)v

.... ( I hope this is not too big a war :p 我惊我玩不起哈哈哈 )
Annoying sial..
Saturday, March 14, 2009

Annoying sial..

I used to work for AA. I am now working for BB.

CC is calling for a pitch for its interactive project. A friend of mine, who is working at CC asked if there's any interactive agency I could recommend as potential vendor. Naturally, I recommended BB. What I didn't know was, at the end of the pitch - it was down between BB and AA. What 'awesome' coincidence I know!

CC can't decide on one. They will make a decision based on creative mocks. Hence both BB and AA was called in for a creative briefing. I was there for the meeting. I was shocked to find out they will be doing the briefing to both BB and AA together at the same time - which bloody means I'd be facing my ex-team mates and my ex-bosses :S

It... was kinda weird... MAKE THAT VERY VERY WEIRD AND AWKWARD!

I know every single one of them from AA. They are my friends. They were part of my family. I used to sit with them during meetings, discussing things and what-not. But today, (only 3 months after I left AA) I was sitting at the opposite direction. Today, we're competitors!

It's.... STRANGE. I can't share my ideas with them anymore! But but but I felt so comfortable with them. More so, than my own (current) team. I wanted to WIN the pitch for AA (or so, I used to think that way).. but now, I have to WIN for BB. It's abit of a drastic change :S

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As for CC... well, actually... CC and AA is under the same company but different divisions - which means.. I actually know the people from CC as well. And almost every single person who walks in and out, I'd have to say 'Hi. How are you? It's been awhile :D'

Some even asked if I'm back (working for AA) -_-" and then I have to go through the trouble of explaining and telling them 'nawhh.. I'm here with my new company. We're the vendor bla bla bla'

Yahh.. really really awkward situation.
" Hey! are you BACK here? "
Saturday, March 14, 2009

" Hey! are you BACK here? "

09 March 2009

It was Bliss' younger brother's wedding. Bliss being the nosy one, came up to me and asked if I want to be introduced to her cousin brother (biao-ger~). I looked at Bliss, shouting ... "Harr?? My own friend's BIAO GER again ar?? Want -meh!?" LittleBee, the girl sitting next to me got furious and asked WHY isn't she the one who should be introduced to instead?

All Bliss said was, "Not 'ngam' you wan-larr".
.............We immediately got the 'message'.

Bliss showed me who the cousin brother is, where is he sitting and so forth. I turned down the 'offer'... HARLO!? I'm here for the wedding reception weii. I just wanna eat my sharksfin soup weii... hahaha *kidding*. Think what??! Tengah clubbing arr now? I thought okaylaa.. I made it clear d. Bliss is not the pushy kind anyway.

MANA TAU..

An hour later, Bliss came up to me again. This time, wanting to introduce her cousin sister to me - I've always heard about this 'unique' cousin sister of hers; in her near 30+, no boyfriend, constantly under parent's surveillance, got curfews somemore etc. So I am like DEAD eager to find out who she is and how she looks like.

And coincidentally, the cousin brother was there chatting with the cousin sister as well. Bliss quickly grabbed my hand and pulled me over to meet them. Bliss said "Aiyah, soon bin introduce my biao-ger to you -laa" (but I don't think that's true lor... The 'soon bin' sounds more of like her PRIMARY goal -lorr!). She walked so fast in her long dress, I remember I kept stepping on her dress LMAO...

Anyway, fast forward a lil' - introducing the cousin sister took only 3 seconds. Introducing the cousin brother (and another guy I dunno who) whoaaaaa... Bliss took so long JUST to introduce who I am (her clossesst closssest friend) and giving super HINTS to his cousin brother that I am her 'ji mui' *I'm like... that's overly hard selling-lor dear!*. All is good. We shook our hands, the other person commented on my nice tie. Some fake laughs and "nice to meet you"and *PHEW*

Bloody hell BLISS!! Yunko, another friend of mine laughed at the scene commenting the cousin brother looks abit too "squarish" (square-jaw) and he probably suits more as MY 'sugar boy' than me to him....

WHaaatevaaa~~
And another 表哥 again!
Monday, March 09, 2009

And another 表哥 again!

07 March 2009



Kissing You
by SNSD So Nyu Shi Dae (Girls' Generation)

What is so interesting about this MV?
Maybe it's the catchy tunes but more importantly,
because DongHae is in it! XD Muahaha
(honestly, I have no idea who he is until I saw this MV :P)

THIS, is DongHae..

Ikemen Lee DongHae
Kakkoi desu! ^^

SHOUTS OUT LOUD "DONGHAE~"
*faint*

...........

Who are the girls you ask?
... What girls?


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okay.. back to work.
Ahn-yong Dong Hae!
Saturday, March 07, 2009

Ahn-yong Dong Hae!