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My problem is..

Second week into June.

Usual stuff. Work, Home. Work, Home. I'm not going anywhere for the next 1 month or so. Friends: Hope you guys understand. I will have to graciously reject all the yumchas and hanging out together sessions... until _____(I have no idea either)______. Please bear with me. I am still adjusting to the change. Most importantly, I hope to spend more time with my mom while she's adjusting to her feelings and emotions. Thank you mates =)

IN THE OFFICE
I heard something yesterday. It aches me all night long - I'm not troubled, just abit mad, upset and hell disappointed. I don't care if its gonna change anything.. but I took the initiative to voice it out to Mr. Korea-actor-wannabe today. It wasn't a very helpful discussion we had (as usual), but at least I made it clear to him that I wasn't too pleased on some of his statements made to a colleague of mine... about ME. *BIG SIGH* - I blame it on 'assumptions' and 'putting the wrong responsibility to the wrong person'.

AT HOME
*LOUD BIG SIGH* I 'thought' Mom is getting better by the day. Obviously, I 'thought' wrongly. She still burst in tears every now and then. She has got to learn to let go. She would cry over a photo, a TV ad, a song's lyric, a body gesture, a place outside home etc. etc. .. almost everything... and to make things worse, Father's Day is approaching. I dare not imagine how she would be taking it on that day itself. I, .. I don't know what to do. Or perhaps, I don't feel like doing anything to it .. just letting things move along naturally.

Off topic: To some colleagues of mine who were asking how I'd want to celebrate my upcoming birthday... well, to be honest, I'm really not in the mood for this.. so, I really wouldn't know how, and I am not expecting anything. But, I would have to thank you and I truly appreciate your effort - for remembering, for coming up with plans. Thank you sweeties, dearies, darlings and honeybees.