31 May 2006

Did the random (tarot) card pick as I mentioned earlier.

I seek for an insight into the aspect of *----deet---deet---deet----* over the next three(3) months and this is what Dear Tarot has to say. *Please read the 'the woven rug' section on the right panel*

Awww..*giggle *giggle .. how true leh? We shall all see.
Ace of Cups
Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Ace of Cups

Something NEW. I found today, a gay-themed music video by 2moro (new boy band in Taiwan,.. well, okay maybe not new new-lar .. but definitely longer than 6 months already). Though twins, one of the guy is better looking than the other hehe. *SO SWEET (the mtv I meant)*

*Homophobic PLEASE don't even click to play. I'm warning you.. especially to the guys. 'Fai si' you get disgusted over the act of your gay counter part. Ciaoz

2moro
Wednesday, May 31, 2006

2moro

Nine(9).

That's my life path number. This is not the first time I came across numerology. Reading it again this time (somewhat) assures me, it has its value and comformity to a certain extent. I find the following paragraph especially true (to me at least; I'm not sure about other life path 9 people) :

"Material gains are not overly important, although the quality of some life path 9 people is such that they are materially rewarded in very significant ways. In this, however, the 9 Life Path is not apt to get rich since they are very generous, sometimes to a fault, and usually have an easy come, easy go attitude about money. The rare 9 life path has a totally selfless attitude, giving up of material possessions for the common good."

Some of us may not believe in all this numerology, horoscope, tarot reading crap. But hey, there's no harm reading and believing in things that MIGHT NOT be scientifically proven-accurate. Go on, just give a shot and READ - not like its gonna deduct your life span (you still have plenty of years ahead anyway +pPpPpPp) - take it as a reference to what your life has to offer, who knows what you might discover? * I read my horoscope everyday - I can't tell if its accurate or not-lar but at least I know I'd be getting something in my mailbox daily lolz.

And ya tarot.. hmm.. its about time I communicate back with my deck. And randomly pick a card to replace my current 'the woven rug' section. I wonder what the future has for me this time. Taa.. lunch time ~
Numerology
Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Numerology

30 May 2006



Farewell Will & Grace. I'm so gonna miss them all. 'Jack McFarland' especially. Jack oh Jack.. he's adorable! AM SO GONNA MISS HIM! *sob .. and 'Karen Walker' ! .. and her maid! Oh my.. Oh my.. it all comes back to me now. How I laughed the hell out when I was watching Season 7 last year (*Thanks to millfross who downloaded the series and *ahem *ahem shares it with me... such a kind soul .. muaks!). Some lines I find Hahaha-about :

Jack: Now, there is one question you can ask that will reveal the truth. I hesitate to share this secret with you, for it has awesome power.
Grace: What would that question be?
Jack: (Inhales Deeply) Are... You... Gay?
Will: Thank you, Homo Wan Kenobi.

Jack: What are you so afraid of, that everybody's gonna find out you're gay?
Will: No.
Jack: Oh. They don't all know yet, do they?
Will: I don't know. Some do, some don't. I don't exactly put it on my business card. "Will Truman, Gay, Member since 1982."




How *nice* it'd be (sometimes) to have friends (uhm... more of like a family) who lives together under the same roof. I'm talking about the likes of 'Will & Grace', 'F.R.I.E.N.D.S' yup. Someone whom you can share almost everything with. Haha.. if only our daily lifes were recorded, I'm sure it'd make great comedy/sitcom too. Right ? So much better than all available sitcoms put together :PpPpPp Hehe.

Anyway, back to the topic of Will & Grace. Hehe. I WANNA watch Season 8! Who's got it? and OH ya, speaking of wHich, it reminds me of a VCD/DVD shop that I walked in the other day. So SAD-lar I tell you, they only have 'The L Word' and not 'Queer as Folk' and their 'Will & Grace' is like... SEASON 1 ?! Like.. heLLo? Why so bias-ar ? Only fulfilling the needs of lesbians, tsk tsk

Sian.
Will & Grace
Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Will & Grace

28 May 2006

SEXY BOY - KINKY BOYz
(OST from Queer as Folk, Season 1)

Dans leurs yeux des dollars
Dans leurs sourires des diamants
Moi aussi un jour je serai beau comme un dieu



In their eyes of dollars
In their smiles of diamonds
I would one day, be as beautiful as god

- by the way, the pic.. that's our new upcoming Superman

( in case you're wondering, there's no particular reason as to why I post the pic up, and it definitely does not reflect the lyrics. So, don't ask me if he's the one with eyes of dollars, smiles of diamonds etc. I'll leave it up to you on that. But one thing.. his eyes could really speak, man! )
Heros aux corps d'athletes
Sunday, May 28, 2006

Heros aux corps d'athletes

27 May 2006


JUST got informed the last episode I watched ( 3 years back in Australia ) was Season 4. The scene still run quite fresh in my head. Boyfriend turned up at the prom, dance dance dance... and the happy couple head straight to the carpark and *whacked*, one of them got beaten up by a bunch of idiots.. then loss of memory. Poor guy can't even remember his own dear dear ( and can't perform on bed too - maklumlah, already cannot remember a single sh*t, then suddenly got a person self-claimed your boyfriend - meaning you're gay!.. Like OUCH?! ).

Anyway, ya. Its Queer as Folk Season 5. Some people... 'pai-seh' to buy the DVD wor, ended up asking me to buy it for him tsk tsk tsk. But would I ? would I ? You think what ? I'm like the president of Ask-to-buy-and-I'll-get-it-for-you society ?

I would.

( Cause' I wanna watch it as well >.< )

Its just a matter of time until I walk into one of the VCD/DVD shop these days and grab it off the shelf.... and its also just a matter of time till I have my next paycheck bank in. *ahem*
I so wanna watch this now
Saturday, May 27, 2006

I so wanna watch this now

Redang leaves not just good memories.... but also leaves my face to dehydration as well. *Sigh. Went for facial today only to find out my skin's super dry up and I need to moisturise it ASAP. Had some dunno-what-the-heck bitterguard facial treatment this time with dunno-what-the-heck enzyme that does dunno-what-the-heck to my face. All I know is its suppose to help detoxify something. Hohoho .. I'm kinda dumb right? All I care was : I need to do facial and get my face cleanse. Period.

So, knowing me, I bought new cleanser again this time, under recommendation of the beautician; Oops and moisturizer too. Just gonna give it a try and if this time things doesn't work out again (meaning prone to growth of pimples and blackheads again) I don't know what will.. *sob *sob. I have had enough of blemishes! Hmph! Really 'no face to see people'..

Crystal, the beautician gave tips on how to fully utilize the morning and night cleanser, toner and the moisturizer. And I just found out my skin type is 'Oily Dehydrated' and I'd need my facial cleansing product to be as simple as possible. Meaning : no soap, no fragrance, no oil, no parfum, no lotsa foam. Darn*~ Nevertheless, Crystal said she'll try to help change my face into somewhat like Tom Cruise, but no promise on anything close to Richard Gere's ... ( Nah, I don't want Richard Gere.. you can save the energy.. Tom Cruise will do *ahem ).

And guess what? Dumb moth paid the thing and forgot to take back his credit card. Bravo~ Heck I'd have to run there again to get it back tomorrow. No one's fault. I'm just as blur as Crystal who forgot to gimme back my card. *hmph... dumb dumb dumb!!

*Sigh~ Sakit Hati, man. But, demi kecantikan muka dan ekspresi ku, berbaloi juga RM200 lebih yang telah di-swipe-kan. =)
A bittergourd facial day
Saturday, May 27, 2006

A bittergourd facial day

25 May 2006

* I know this is a late post. But better late then never. *

Redang was okay. Of the 7 who is going, only 5 of us made it - the other 2 pulled out because some basket employer does not approve their leave *As a believer in karma - I know the boss would taste their own medicine sometime in the future! =ppPpPp .What kept us in the mood is probably the good food and the amenities and the clean chalet. We stayed at Redang Kalong. Wasn't entirely a nice 'beach' - they have sands that I don't even want to bring back. Shores that are not long enough for me to walk around... and THE SUN went on a holiday. The weather was cloudy all the time ( yes, but better than to rain *pheww~! ) and thus nope, I'm not tanned.. not even abit. Its hard to believe I just came back from an island. Hmph!

Alot happened over the past 3 days during our trip. Bonding sessions were good. Everyone seems to enjoy the trip although there isn't really much to see during the snorkeling sessions ( *oh wait, maybe some sea cucumber, nemo and 'fatt choy' a.k.a pubic hair *if thats what you want to know ). Sounds like smooth sailing afterall ? Nope. Everyone's wrong. The trip is more than just a vacation on a sunny beach. I'd say its a blessing in disguise.

Prior to Redang island, something happened during our departure from KLIA. I'm not too sure if its wise for me to post it up here when I know the people involved would be reading this. Its a 'better-to-forget-and-bury-it-deep-down-in-the-ocean-and-never-to-bring-it-up-to-the-surface-again' matter. Yup, its that serious. Perhaps I'll not touch about what exactly did happened but I'd like to write about what comes after that and how proud I am of them (my friends). *Srenae OR Lemon: You'd probably gonna ask me what happened, but I hope you'd respect us and as I mentioned earlier, its something that we wouldn't want to bring it up again. Thank you dear (Maybe after 5-10 years down the road, ask me again).

So, a major event took place in the airport and all of us were lost. Some of us didn't know what to do, some of us just went total blank, some were pissed, some were upset ... and I'd like to emphasize (yet again), its no one's fault (or perhaps its actually everybody's fault). Anyway, we have a hard time controlling our emotional side and I honestly would like to thank those who made an effort to pull everything back together. It wasn't an easy task, and honestly speaking its the first time I encounter such a relatively unpleasant scene (I'd NEVER want to experience it the second time).

Yunko - I'm glad you didn't take things too personally. I'm proud of you - the way you took up the courage and accept what's been criticized, erased it and helped me proceed with the plan.

Danzer - Perhaps its destined that you joined us last minute for your appearance made great influence and helped to settle what I can't seem to be bothered that time. Many thanks.

Briyani - Thank you for remaining where you are, where you stand. Things might be on a rough surface now but sometimes thats how life goes - its the ups and downs which keeps you going.

Bliss - We have you to thank for the trip. It may not be all perfect, but at least I'm glad you hold things back then. Hugs * Love you.

Memorable trip this definitely is. Its even much more memorable for Briyani as this was his first air-flight experience (see? There's nothing to worry about. Who said you'll puke? Lolz). Oh dear.. how I miss the relaxing days - the days I don't have to worry about incoming emails from clients to have their website changed and updated here and there hahaha. Perhaps 3 days are not enough. Next time we shall plan somewhere where we can take a whole week off and laze around! BUT of course : I'll make sure we won't repeat the same mistake as we did *pPpPpPpP . Namo namo~
Its more than just a Redang trip
Thursday, May 25, 2006

Its more than just a Redang trip

16 May 2006

If there's anything to undo, I'd undo what I did 20 minutes ago.

They were shouting, almost a fight. I hate what I see, what I hear. This is not something new. But this, is definitely much more impactful than any other times I encountered. My body is not listening. Totally out of control.

I yelled at them.
I shouted.

It doesn't make a difference. I should've known better than to yell at them. Its no use. They're not even listening. I'm so dumb; my foolish act helped nothing but adds to my own foolishness.

Chatted with Dell_boy. He asked me to stand in their position. What about MY position? Its not easy for me to deal with all this crap either. All this while, I needed a place called home where I can just lay back, relax, rest and spend some quality time, fulfilling my commitment to my family - yet it always have to end up the other way round'. I prefer to be away from home, if that's what you want to know - which is why it leads to all the dumb ideas of mine to move out.

*sigh... parents.



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'Everything's gonna be fine. Don't get pissed off. No one likes a boyfriend who's bad tempered and yell at their parents. Pissed off not lengzai already.' - said Dell_boy - being the ever cheerful sunny boy role him.

- Like I care about all this now? *grin*

** I noticed most of my post turns out to be rather negative. I sure hope to share some nice positive sweet stuffs too, but things just doesn't seems to work out the way I'd want it to. Just lend me your ears(eyes) for now please. I hope I'm not asking for too much. If possible, lend me your shoulder or your back for me to lean on to.

I could really need some mental help here. Undo the 20 minutes before. Undo the button that triggered that dumb crappy event that took place. CTRL-Z
Ctrl-Z in reality
Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Ctrl-Z in reality

15 May 2006

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My 1st encrypted post
Monday, May 15, 2006

My 1st encrypted post

14 May 2006

MIKA NAKASHIMA + ALL HANDS TOGETHER
All hands together. All hands together!
Release of yet another bumbum
* WHEN CAN I GET 'CRY NO MORE'?
I like Mika for her distinctive voice. Just like Faye's.
Very powderful talented vocals.
Ahh.. Moth's birthday is on June. I've given you enought hints.
I expect you to know what to buy for moi birthday present.
Thanks in advance. Arigatoo senorita~
Put your hands up ~ (almost)
Sunday, May 14, 2006

Put your hands up ~ (almost)

Excerpts from the lyric of Le Papillon OST :

French
Pourquoi tu me prends par la main?
- Parce qu'avec toi je suis bien.

Chinese
為什麼你要我握著你的手?
- 因為和你在一起,我感覺很溫暖.

English
Why do you take me by the hand?
- Because with you I am well.

It wasn't a romantic song. But I lurve the lyrics. And obviously I have my eyes on the 2 lines above. Somehow I find it intriguing. Putting it in another angle, I thought it could be romantic. It could be lovely.

Its a pity I have to remove the french words from my MSN personal message box ( cuz' you see.... NO ONE in my MSN List UnderSTaNDs the LAngUage ! So, what's the point right? Message not sent across.. bah! ). Srenae suggests to replace it with english, only much more refined and in beautiful words. Hence, she came up with the following lines :

Why do thee have thy hands held?
-As with thee am well

Perfect. I like what I see! And I absolutely lurve this piece.
Oh dear, Autumn moth.. you're so in the mood for loVe! MUACKs!

I end my lovey dovey mood with - I hate Sunday (cuz tomorrow is Monday)
Le Papillon
Sunday, May 14, 2006

Le Papillon

07 May 2006

I just don't understand why some people just can't decide on their own. Why must they always need to get a second opinion when in actual fact, they already have the answer (they wanted) themselves? Why must they contradict to their own consciousness?

And so, I replied (incorrectly). She pisses me off with her pissed off look. Obviously, she wanted an A, but I gave her a B instead. I'm so sick of all-these 'I'm-okay-with-anything-but-I-just-need-your-opinion' bullshit, and then when I gave the wrong 'opinion', I triggered the 1000 year old dynamite. HELLO?!

My concern - Don't ask, if you're giving me a lose-lose situation. I have my own position as well, mind you.

Dah-lah if your question is just about which sandwich to grab or which sunshade goes better kinda thing but HoLY AuthymMoth Shit! , the issue we're discussing here is so much further, way beyond just a simple yes/no , A/B Question Answer format. Moreover, WHO AM I to judge anything here? It will be unfair to you(her) because my response are all based on my personal opinion - and I seriously think you(she) shouldn't really take that into account. BAHS-KET.

Get a life. Get some fresh air. Please wake up. If there's anything I should apologize, its my honesty... unless you'd rather I go with the flow, play the dumb role and try to please you by letting myself up to your preferred 'answer'. Shitterz...

Women!

Oops SORRY!.. I mean just that PARTICULAR WOMAN!

P/S : Seriously people. Don't simply ruin your frienship. Try to open up. Don't be so closeted and expect others to grasp every single inch of your nerves. They are your friends, not your slaves - they are NOT oblige to anything.
Not mad, just angry
Sunday, May 07, 2006

Not mad, just angry