28 February 2006

There's always a reason why things are being given away, FREE!
So, this month's magazine comes with a free VCD - The Hottest Hunks in Malaysia (apparently). Hottest Hunks they said? Which part of it? Shall speak no more - conclusion: strong physique (no brains included)... sorry~ what about 'look', you ask? WHHhhAaT 'look' ? No wonder its FREE! Oh goodie~ can I ask for a refund? Hurr hurr hurr ? *grins*

And more about magazines - I read an FHM Taiwan a day or two ago. Then I compared it with local FHM. Wrong move! Tsk tsk... WhoAa... goodness.. ours look sad DULL man! We definitely could do more with the contents! Hubba hubba! Look at that NICE voluptuous ****tooot**** (drools!~) and that that that.. ooooO.. they even teach you HOWww to ****teeet**** AaahHhh..ooShh! .. and and and they even give you that 'whoaa'-factor poster! WHOA~!!

(paused...)

Dear 'Ham Sap Lou' & 'Ham Sap Poh' who's reading my blog,
Control yourself. Tsk tsk...
myMagazine(s) 18SX?
Tuesday, February 28, 2006

myMagazine(s) 18SX?

26 February 2006

Went out for dinner with bliss, yunko and jaykid at Marché @ The Curve. It has been one(1) year and two(2) months ago since I last saw jaykid and yunko on a same table. The night turned out rather 'special', or at least thats how I perceived it to be, finally having seen both of them (ex-couple) back on a same table. What a historical moment..*hiak hiak hiak ( fellow Insomniacs, I'm sure you understand what I'm trying to point out here =P).

They both seems to be taking it 'easy'. Then again, taking it easy is one thing, awkward moments are another. Naturally, it looks to me that both jaykid and yunko are TRYING REAL HARD to act as though nothing happened (strictly from my personal point of view).. too much of it, it looks pretentious and somewhat-uneasy.

Sometime it makes you ponder, - just when things went too smooth, it seems surreal. Are they really as 'okay-me-and-you-are-still-friends' as they seemed to be? Or are they just pretending to be 'normal'? . Not that I'm hinting or anything. Just wanna let out my bits and just share it with you....I just hope its just me being too sensitive..

Oh well, my instinct has always been wrong anyway, so I guess there's nothing to be worried about... I hope!
A pair of X on the same table
Sunday, February 26, 2006

A pair of X on the same table

23 February 2006

Moth a little note :

"I'm getting old and I need something to rely on"
"I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin"

Yes. Its from Keane's.
Could've heard and played the song over 100 times by now.
Still captivates. Still felt it. Still lurves it.

It does not, in any way reflect my current mood. Just acknowledging the fact that someday sometime, I'd reach there.. and when the lyrics would be put to good use. =)


Moth a little surprise :

mr. cheong, its 'Autumn moth', not 'Moth ball' -larrr! >=p
Finally found your way here ehy? - SLOW - tsk tsk..
Became more wanton..
Thursday, February 23, 2006

Became more wanton..

22 February 2006

Got my Clear card today. The application took only about a month's time. Thats relatively fast I supposed... So excited! I don't know where I should make my first transaction-timm. First time give to who-lehh ? Kikz!

Actually, come to think of it.. I don't really know what's my whole idea of getting one (*Darn, same limit as another credit card of mine - thought it could be MORE). But ya, it looks nice, it feels nice to have one black semi-transparent sleekish designed card that you can just swipe it and get hold of the things you want... uhh well....within the credit limit of course.

The next question would be - How frequent can I afford to use it.
'You can't afford to buy with cash, thats why you need a credit card!' - I don't buy that statement at all. Not at all. Whoever said that ought to have his/her/its mouth stapled! Thats like committing suicide. Its like saying 'You can't afford to look for true love, thats why you need ONS!' . Sheesh~ True right? RIGHT? NO? Go fly kite..

Anyway, back to the roots, at least from now on, there will be another backup in case CASH is not an option and Credit card No.1 had reached its limit *hopefully NOT*

Bravo Bravo !~

P/S : I miss K. Sorry, but its just out of the blue... I thought I never would(anymore).

That's a sign - to tell me its time to seek for a new rug. A new woven rug to rest on. *Sigh. Must go 'kap kap' around dee. 'Sei CHEAP lou', 'Sei HIAO gong' - Yes I am. I dare to admit! So sue me~
Visa
Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Visa

I'm still trying hard to digest what happened exactly 6 hours ago. It wasn't a pleasant one.. at least a big fat 'NO' to me. I'm easily irritated and annoyed when something negative hits me - being the centre of attention or not. Doubled the annoyance when I wasn't even given a chance to explain what gives and why expectations aren't met. To hell... oh what-the-f*ck

I'm not pissed. I just felt that something needs to be done. Ultimately, its not to complain.. its for clarification purposes. Its for the good of both ends. Perhaps I take things too personally; which is funny, cause' I remember I was just telling one of them not to - when NOW I'm doing it myself. I really wonder why, what has gotten into me back then? Self-Denial (again?). I need to talk to someone - and I think I know who.

Moth might be playful, but I take pride in things that I do, jobs that I manage, projects that I played a role in. Dontcha motha-f*cking-pinpoint moth's lack of responsibility and effort (Oh yes, I get real paranoid over this).

I am not all correct, but neither is you. You want your stuffs to be done. Me too - but let me know HOW. Don't just make the table and expect me to cook up a sumptuous meal back in the kitchen.

I just find it rude - personal point of view on human behaviour and characteristic. If only you asked 'why' and takes in a lil' effort to ask for my reasons (or excuses), mind you!

*Sigh
I don't anticipate next week at all
Wednesday, February 22, 2006

I don't anticipate next week at all

20 February 2006

Just came back from yumcha with Bliss, Mr.Soh and yunko. Hell, did we ever come up with the strangest idea as part of our resolution for the upcoming 3 years, 06' 07' 08' !

Putting aside the 6 packs dream, I finally found my goal of the year - learning how to swim! (although I doubt I can barely float by the end of the year =P). Bliss suggested that we take lessons from her for the upcoming 8 weeks before the Redang trip so that it'll be easier for us to set ourselves at ease in the sea then. (Note: Out of the 5 person who's heading to Redang, only 2 swims namely Bliss and lemon - our sole guaranteed lifesavers!... well not really so much hope on lemon laa.. so ultimately, we only have Bliss to save us)

But rest assured, yes.. thats the goal for 2006. As for 2007 - its cycling I'd be heading towards (Yes, I don't cycle - you got a problem with that?); 2008 - its skating / roller blading. If you've noticed by now, I've got major problems with activities/sports to do with physical 'balance' - which probably help explains my fear over staircase/steps (for those who doesn't know - autumn moth walks EXTREMELY slow and careful on staircase - I dunno why either....I called it 'Stair-o-phobia')

Autumn moth finally found its way to some bright lights. Some goals to be accomplished! Some aims in life. Ahhh.. I feel good~ da da da da da da~I knew that I would... da da da da da ~ =PpPpPp
The upcoming 3 years
Monday, February 20, 2006

The upcoming 3 years

19 February 2006

I don't know if you guys are aware of the news about the web designer who killed his uh.... Russian girlfriend? First things first, it feels weird - the headline of the news - Death for web designer. Why must they emphasize on Web Designer? Not as if his crime convicted has got anything to do with the Internet/Web or waddya-call-it. Sheesh, so much for the reputation of being a web designer these days...*grin*

Yunko informed me about the news while we were having lunch yesterday at Pizza Hoot. Its silly, but the first thing that comes to my mind is :

Quote unquote Autumn moth - "People web designer, me web designer... why people so rich can fork out RM 20k and 'bao'(having to 'book') a woman just like that? Me wanna buy a 'char siew bao' also need to think twice! "

As cantonese saying goes by : 同人唔同命 ( Of the same mankind but lives a different life ) *Sigh..
Where's my savings?
Sunday, February 19, 2006

Where's my savings?

We planned the Redang Trip. Bliss called everyone for final confirmation. A 'Yes' was given and thus, booking made. We're told to pay for the air tickets in advanced (within 24 hours), just so by Monday, the travelling agency would've received the full payment and proceed with the airline bookings for 6 person.

Danzer called and said he had to pull out. Bliss got exteremely furious - to have someone pulled out at the last minute after all bookings had been made and that its already too late to change any particular transaction because its already OFF working hours (till Monday) - Not fun at all. It's fully understandable why Bliss went ballistic; especially it's over absurd excuse/reason whichever-you-wanna-call-it. Hint : Threatens by something called 'break-up'.

I was with yunko when Bliss broke the news to us. Yes, my initial reaction - mad! Wudda FU*K? . Then again, its kinda expected - firstly, not the first time Danzer pulled out last minute at things anyway, secondly, not the first time Danzer changed his plan(s) over NN anyway. Its just too dumb that I really see no point of me (or Bliss) to be mad at him. Just immuned~

Bliss returned him an SMS - I read it and the contents are rather semi-harsh. I've never seen Bliss THIS disappointed on Danzer before. I just hope it doesn't affect our friendship - not over THAT woman. Its just not worth it. *SIGH!

I pity Bliss. That's all *hugs*
I pity Danzer too - where's the man with balls I used to know? *no hugs from me*
In no particular reason
Sunday, February 19, 2006

In no particular reason

18 February 2006

Went to 1U after work to meet up with a few EDMers (coursemates) and while I was waiting for them to turn up (which takes forever!), I bumped into Magnet.. a secondary school friend of whom I had not seen for ages. Both of us had this 'I've-seen-you-somewhere, I-know-who-you are' look on our face and just within a split second, we recognise each other and starts yada yada yada...

Got to know the Magnet's magnet a.k.a Cwail, got married! The only thing that surprises me is probably the fact that he didn't invite me over his wedding reception. We all know Cwail is a person who'd put in alot of effort into a relationship (perhaps overly too much... my dear secondary school friend - we knew what happened before, don't we ?), and so, of him getting hitched early wasn't really a HUGE BIG news... but getting hitched so early at the age of... (count count count) 24! and he even bought his own HOUSE!? Wudda F*ck?

A HOUSE !! A HOUSE !! Somewhere you can live in and call it a home... I couldn't even afford a toyhouse~ Realistically, I couldn't even afford to rent a room, a room all to myself! *grins*... and he works as a salesperson? Bravo!~ It sure is intriguing to know how well your other friends fared in their life... NOT!

But yaa.. ultimately my point is : A friend of my age got married! .. Eeeks....Have we reached the 'ripe' age already ? (Not that it matters to me anyway) Gosh.. some people can just make some life's biggest decision THAT easily, with just a snap of finger !

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And so, that was that.. Friends arrived much later (finally).. and while deciding where to head for dinner, we stopped by MPH. This time round, we bumped into our college lecturer, IKEa. Apparently he's back from UK and if I'm not mistaken, we last saw him 3 years ++ back. It amazes me that he still remember our names (and the people our batch). IKEa hasn't changed a lot physically.. looks much younger actually. Probably not as 3 8 as he used to be.. he has lost his childish side.. tsk tsk.. what a waste !!

It feels good that somehow a connection is still there and you're remembered in a way. Blergh!
Of Magnets and IKEA (minus the 'A')
Saturday, February 18, 2006

Of Magnets and IKEA (minus the 'A')

12 February 2006

15 days of Chinese New Year, I came across heaps of things I didn't know. I never know (in random order) :

... yunko plays pool. And she plays THAT well.
... bliss' favourite fashion house is 'Dorothy Perkins'.
... Taman SEA and Seapark is 2 different places.
... shopping centres could be so quiet during CNY.
... biatch wakes up at 4.30am - our local hour.
... qiqi and oliviasy's chinese name could be so mellow.
... my malay sucks ( not like I care anyway ).
... I like accessories that much.
... Giraffe speaks funny 'Gong Hei Fatt Choy'.
... Optical Image Stabilizer is the 'in' thing now.
... RM1 angpow still exist.
... CF is younger than cynikeel.
... almost all of my cousins, nephews, nieces are attached.
... aside from biatch, I can talk to yunko about guys.
... blackout party is not so black nor dark afterall.
... I'm good with Blackjack, poor with Chor Dee.
... patrick is around 29 ! he looks 20 , act like 26.
... what I'm passionate about. But now, I do.
... I like 'bright undersatured red'-aka-pink very much.
... L.A Law's girlfriend is a vietnamese.
... northen and southern Thai-chinese looks different.
... Songkran is the Thai New Year.
... Mr.Soh can't swim as well.
... I'm single. I always thought I'm attached... to my work that is!
I never know
Sunday, February 12, 2006

I never know

I'm beginning to feel really tired and bored about it. I'm wasting most of my time at home doing nothing and thats getting ridiculous. Certainly not what I would endure for. All these because I am tied down with the family-factor; having to scale the responsibilities to help out and spending time with parents at home, over my personal plans to hang out with friends - needless to say, being the 'hopeful one in the house', that would only leave me to the first option; I've since lost some part of my life around.

This CNY has made me realized its good to do more outing, and deliberately excites my external senses. I met up with my friends, we went shopping / movies / dinner / clubbing / pool / gambling / drinking etc. I learnt almost something new everyday. As ordinary as it would sound to most of you out there, it never was for me. It's good to know I'm spending quality time doing what I want and felt good about it. And I intend to proceed in such ways.

What about the family-factor?
*Deep breath* I'd choose to put it off for now. I can't comply with it - no more 100% of giving in, like what I used to be doing. Some other people would have to give in just as much - I played my role, I think it's just fair and that's it. And to a certain extend, it's true you know - The biggest regret of my life is that I came out too late. I miss out alot of fun. So here I am, trying to catch up with the life I should be having! I earned it =)
Abit too Homely
Sunday, February 12, 2006

Abit too Homely

11 February 2006

I went to THE DISCO for a blackout nite party with yunko (and with her colleagues too). It was NOT fascinating at all. Yaa... heaps of guys, yet close to none that captures our attention. It's not just my personal opinion, yunko think its SAD too.. there's only a few super-licious hotties around the bar here and there but that's JUST it. The rest are like zombies standing around the dance floor, staring at cute guys like hungry vultures awaiting for their prey. Oh, and yes, not to forget the group of ala' ah beng style posers around... *BIG SIGH*

I'm not a person who fancy clubbings and yada yada the happening-likes. It's a once-in-a-blue-moon thing (...and yellow moon and red moon and rainbow moon too *I'm still sober*). Tonight was exceptional. Yunko needed a drink and oh well, she does have a valid reason to be drunk! Poor darling..

Anyway, before all that happened, I was chatting with kawaii-chan and was told 'disco' was an old-fashioned thing to say. The proper word ought to be 'clubbing'. First Reaction : I laughed out loud like hell.... Second Reaction : (point blank).... DUH!? . THE DISCO is the name of the place I'm going. Little does she know that there's a place by that name; and to think I'm still living in 1970s with the 70s' vocabs... *double DUH!? **you know who you are**

P/S : The post-clubbing session at mamak with yunko is ... somewhat unexpected but cool! Now you should know me better, yunko... Pure? V? who? me?.. nah.... been there done that~
..And apparently she doesn't know
Saturday, February 11, 2006

..And apparently she doesn't know